Curiosity

I am in some level of high of disappointment and anger whereby, I used to wrote those on my blog, where people could not see, how angry am I at some point. However, writing this down might calm me a little and the disappointment is still there I suppose.

I should not write this down, the actual thing that making me this, I would rather wait for hours and become better... where at some point I will forget about it anyway...

I was in a good mood doing my works which almost done, but still lots to do, but somehow spoiled my mood and wondering, should I do the work or not to. Of course I should, I  have to hand in tomorrow.

I'm hoping that I could just leave it and forget it... and just go with it. At this time, where I really miss my cats.

Sunday, 7th of December

Just fully woke up from my bed, and I was thinking, shit I slept a lot since after I went out yesterday. Though, I have lots of work to do, for what was happened yesterday, give me a little strength today, for the next 2 weeks we gonna meet again, I hope it will not fade so soon....

For next week, I'm gonna have a trip to Johore for our koko activity (?) Which, we going to have marks there.... I don't know.. I'm a little happy and a bit sad bcs I don't have the chance to meet him in few coming weeks. Now, I know on the 10 - 14 week of lecture, will be a very busy week for a degree student, so I will take note of that. 

For the next semester, you know, I had registered subjects and there so should be 2 more subjects I have to add in next semester and the timetable for next semester will be packed well fuck. -.- 

kbai

Degree life including my love life

Been almost a semester in UPM, I thought degree life should be more likely.. umph not as busy as my foundation. But, you see it is more than that. Which I think, even the class is not as pack as foundation, but plus other activities, it is actually packed until night.

As my degree here, so do my love life. To be honest, he's the one I am very close to. He knew all of what I am doing and stuffs, and plus a little arguments and having him around and I'm happy  that. I am veryyy comfortable with him and I'm thankful having him in my life. Plus, having this just first stressful degree life and he's always there to calm me :D

I cant imagine my next 3 yrs of degree life. Though i can feel my confidence level improving, due to activities and my subjects thingy, we spoke lots of English So, I think its maybe improving too. Maybe, good thing though.

My love life is getting better than before, I love him just the way he is. He's soooo tall. and I am soooo short. Lol. Ermm, whiter than me, Idk this white sound so wrong, not tanned as me. Chinese look. good personalities. Responsible.

^^