Sad. hmm
bye
Monday, January 12, 2015
May not be first, may it be last.
I may not be your first, and I want it to be last. Last it forever. 6 months plus minum being together. With a little fights, including yesterday. I'm very sorry for not being perfect. I did my best to be the one and pls fix it to make me become better for the future. I know its rlly hard for you, having a girlfriend with lots of guy friends I have, trust me. Deep in my heart, you're the only one. I love you, thanks for being there, always for me.
Saturday, January 3, 2015
Weaknesses
20 years old in coming 11 months.
Happy new year everyone.
I can't sleep. I did promised with Apam I will sleep within an hour.. but it passed an hour and I'm sorry because I can't. I will try my best to sleep after this. After this post.
Been almost 20 years on earth, up and downs. Also some weaknesses need to be improve.
One, not organized kind of girl. I admit, I am not really an organize person. Which, you know. I am a girl, and someday, a wife. Should be more organize right? But, after entering my degree life, I did improved a little. But somehow, I am a bit embarrassed with my Boyfriend because he is, more organize than me. He is. I am should be more than him because I'm a girl and will be a wife. But someday, I will, show him, how organize am I as a wife. You'll see.
Second, lazy as fuck. One more thing, I AM A GIRL, should not be lazy. In this semester, I learnt that, I am lazy, and I should be that lazy, although I am trying to improve myself, I did pushed myself hard to study, and I did, I kinda improved but I am lazy. I hope the next semester I will, be more serious on my studies. I believe I can.
Third, I am kinda lack of my religion knowledge. I do, and I seriously need more of that. I did tried to improved. I'm on my way to. I don't want to talk much about this. I'm trying to improve, and praying that I would be better on this.
Fourth, I spent too much. Improving on this too. During foundation I spent a lot more. Now, I am a bit, not too much spent money. I don't eat much, but literally, spending too much money on food. Not really in fancy restaurant but expensive. For a student. Starbucks, Nando's and more. Plus, I am not kind of a shopping girl. That might be a benefit to me. Now, I have my list, on gadgets!
A little weaknesses I wrote it up. Also, as you can see my grammar fucked up. Really need to improve this. I I learnt that, My boyfriend get mad easily, when he's on his 'period' (migraine) lewls. He is. I got scolded and I'm scared. His face is kinda a serious kind of person face. So, he's really... garang.
173 days together, minus 3, 170 days together in the year 2014 was a very nice, pleasant moments for me with him. I am very comfortable with him, and never did to anyone else. Except for when I am taking a 'meeting'. He still couldn't find out when I did. hohehohehehe. Yeah, when I was on my way writing this down, my boyfriend suddenly wake up. Let me tell you, I am in love wit.this guy, deeply in my heart. He's just perfect. Though, some of his weaknesses, he is still perfect. Thank you for loving me, thank you accepting the way I am, I could be annoying especially during his period time. Sorry for that. Thank you, for coming, into my life. Even I'm the one who added you into wechat first. Yeah you should thank me for that. End of this, I love you, so much. Ahmad Afham bin Ariffin.
bye.
Happy new year everyone.
I can't sleep. I did promised with Apam I will sleep within an hour.. but it passed an hour and I'm sorry because I can't. I will try my best to sleep after this. After this post.
Been almost 20 years on earth, up and downs. Also some weaknesses need to be improve.
One, not organized kind of girl. I admit, I am not really an organize person. Which, you know. I am a girl, and someday, a wife. Should be more organize right? But, after entering my degree life, I did improved a little. But somehow, I am a bit embarrassed with my Boyfriend because he is, more organize than me. He is. I am should be more than him because I'm a girl and will be a wife. But someday, I will, show him, how organize am I as a wife. You'll see.
Second, lazy as fuck. One more thing, I AM A GIRL, should not be lazy. In this semester, I learnt that, I am lazy, and I should be that lazy, although I am trying to improve myself, I did pushed myself hard to study, and I did, I kinda improved but I am lazy. I hope the next semester I will, be more serious on my studies. I believe I can.
Third, I am kinda lack of my religion knowledge. I do, and I seriously need more of that. I did tried to improved. I'm on my way to. I don't want to talk much about this. I'm trying to improve, and praying that I would be better on this.
Fourth, I spent too much. Improving on this too. During foundation I spent a lot more. Now, I am a bit, not too much spent money. I don't eat much, but literally, spending too much money on food. Not really in fancy restaurant but expensive. For a student. Starbucks, Nando's and more. Plus, I am not kind of a shopping girl. That might be a benefit to me. Now, I have my list, on gadgets!
A little weaknesses I wrote it up. Also, as you can see my grammar fucked up. Really need to improve this. I I learnt that, My boyfriend get mad easily, when he's on his 'period' (migraine) lewls. He is. I got scolded and I'm scared. His face is kinda a serious kind of person face. So, he's really... garang.
173 days together, minus 3, 170 days together in the year 2014 was a very nice, pleasant moments for me with him. I am very comfortable with him, and never did to anyone else. Except for when I am taking a 'meeting'. He still couldn't find out when I did. hohehohehehe. Yeah, when I was on my way writing this down, my boyfriend suddenly wake up. Let me tell you, I am in love wit.this guy, deeply in my heart. He's just perfect. Though, some of his weaknesses, he is still perfect. Thank you for loving me, thank you accepting the way I am, I could be annoying especially during his period time. Sorry for that. Thank you, for coming, into my life. Even I'm the one who added you into wechat first. Yeah you should thank me for that. End of this, I love you, so much. Ahmad Afham bin Ariffin.
bye.
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