MUET and my wish

Hello, I just got my Malaysian University English Test. So, rank from 6 to 1, 6(highest) 1 (lowest) So... I got 3. Average I should say


So.. Lately I've been missing this one feeling.. missing to be taken care of. Something like, Hey Aeliz have you eaten yet? I always reply with no because I eat when I wanted too. Since, I don't really like to eat much. So.. Someone *bijslap* why would you not eat?! Go eat something! and yeah, I have to eat something because of that. Or sometimes I got bijslap for no reason.. LOL ~ 


I miss night calls... I really do. I miss when the feeling talking to someone before going to sleep. When, we'll argue something stupid.. or maybe just telling how hard the day we had been through, or just talking about our past and share our feeling. Yeah It has been more than a year I didn't do that. Yay me?!

Of course, good morning wishes.. Every morning, through whatsapp or message.. Have a simple good morning text of course will make my day! Usually If I didn't receive any I would felt like.. I think he doesn't love me anymore.. LOL Yeah.. That's just me. But, I'll always keep that a secret until the time I blow up.


Arguments. Of course, all those fights. Well, to tell you the truth I hate get into this fight. But actually, It's just something that can improve our bonding right? I am a crybaby, I really am. -.-;


Skyping..... Skype is just one way I can talk face to face to most of my ex since most of them like live far away. I don't know why...


Those, relationships taught me... If I am going to have a boyfriend.. not really sure when.. But, If he says something like, Hey, I want to take care of you. InsyaAllah forever.. (means, promise... we can't predict the future right?) InsyaAllah, for the rest of my life and I'll bring you to Jannah... :') How sweet is that? And please, don't forget the diamond ring! *kaching kaching* and mini cooper on your side too, the least is BMW. Haha, Just kidding. What for sure is, who are sure they can take care of me, would just accept me the way I am.. matured please... and yeah.. My prinsip, If they accept me they way I am, InsyaAllah I will too. That is just me, I'm not too choosy I just someone, just love the way I am.. The money and stuffs, I don't mind, if they know how to just use it wisely and that would be okay for me, Since, I think I'm not going to live on my husband's money too much.. I'll just make my own money :3