Well, of course, again. Hi blog. Currently, I'm having my first test and tomorrow will be the last paper. All the paper before, going well. Physics as always fucked up.
So, yesterday there was an education fair, for us doing foundation in UPM to well, know more about the faculty that we're interested in. I actually, didn't know what's best for me. But, I think, maybe, food service will be the right choice since it has to do with my family business thingy. Yesterday was quite fun which I also went out with someone. Well, never expect that to happen though. But, I didn't talk much, because I'm not really in good mood, well sorry. Watched Lego and lol shoooooooooo fucking cute.
Actually, I just breakup with my ex, because for some reason actually, I don't have any feelings toward him and well, I can't keep on lying. Plus, we actually at first of the relationship should not be that serious as he wanted it to be just to avoid him from girls flirting over him. I was like, well okay. But then, the relationship turns out to become more serious as he told me... he's getting... to care about me. But me? Not even a bit. Tbh, I was pretending to care, and actually wanted to try to make it work but too bad, It didn't work. I actually don't even trust him that much.... So, the last thing I can do just breaking up. I felt bad at first, but I felt more comfortable with my feelings now. Not even fucked up. All, same as before. I felt heartless, I don't want to keep hurting him so I'll just leave and hoping he'll just move on and meet someone better than I do.
I am single now, and not hoping any relationship for the time being, and let me finish with my foundation first because I really want to improve my result this semester. I hope I can do well.
I am happy to whom I like. Even it is a bit awkward yesterday. I am actually happy one of my list actually came true. Thanks. ^^
Kenja. =3=
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